There is nothing worse then being wrong. Well maybe acting stupid and jealous with a layer of mope. Anyway I discovered that when I don't listen to my "ORganizing for the Creative Person" book- and combine a night on the town with no discipline- I become a miserable fool. That is all I'm gonna say about that. The worst person you can ever disappoint is yourself. You may think- Damn why did I do that? Why did I say those things? Why didn't I finish that? Why did I wait so long to do this? Eventually you realize it's cause you felt powerless to something stronger then you. Which is -Controlling your own desire and destiny. I need to give myself a hug- then lets all move foward for my group hug. This rambling makes little sense. But the lesson is- Don't be dumb -just get your work done.
this is exactly how I feel.